Wow, I can’t believe it’ll be September in a week. I didn’t take vacation this summer, yet it flew by. I’ve been a bit busy with trying to figure out what I’m doing with my life. It seems that the majority of my close college friends have left NYC and I feel like I’m the only one left. I do still have some friends that I made while living in NYC, but it’s not the same. I have known my college friends for ten years and we shared so many good memories together. It’s so weird to think about our experiences together and realize that they happened almost ten years ago. I enjoyed my college experience at Carnegie Mellon; I have no regrets. I just wish I had used my time more wisely. I can’t believe that I’ve been in the real world for almost six years. Life feels like a blur after looking back at what I have accomplished. I feel that my career has been stagnant. It seems that everyone’s life/career is moving forward except for me. I hope that in the next year, things will be different for me. I’m going to work hard in changing my life the way I want it to be. I don’t want to sound “emo”, but this totally reminds me of Keane’s song, “Everybody’s Changing“.

You say you wander your own land
But when I think about it
I don’t see how you can
You’re aching, you’re breaking
And I can see the pain in your eyes
Says everybody’s changing
And I don’t know why

So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same

You’re gone from here
And soon you will disappear
Cause everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel right

So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same

So little time
Try to understand that I’m
Trying to make a move to stay in the game
I try to stay awake and remember my name
But everybody’s changing
And I don’t feel the same