well, i studied another three hours for this optimization test. i really hope i do a lot better than the first time. i actually think i’m prepared. julyan and i did all the review questions, and we even went over the old homeworks. after doing that, we even did some additional questions from the textbook. woohoo. we are such studious cmu students. haha. go us. anyway, i’m probably going to study right before opti because i have an hour break. i hope i hope i do well. :/ urgh. i also have a chinese quiz that i’m studying for now. i’m not so worried about that.

here’s the rant of the day. so this girl in my chinese class who will remain nameless, never shows up to class for reasons i don’t care to know. last night she ims me and asks me what she missed in class. blahblahblah. this isn’t her first time missing class and asking me. so i quickly go “away” on aim and sign on a different screen name. it’s not my fault she missed class. 10:30 a.m. isn’t even an early class. i can always make 10:30 classes. anyway, so today i get back from work, and of course i get an im from her. she’s begging me to tell her what happened on monday. so i finally answer and ask why she missed class. “oh i had to write this history paper and i stayed up really late”. blahblah. whatever. so i informed her about how important attendance is and that this is hurting her grade. she’s like really? i’m going to have a better attendance from now on. i tell her about the quiz tomorrow. then she’s like thanks for caring about my grade. i’m like actually i don’t, it’s your grade, not mine. she’s like oh you sound mad, and i’m like bye! because i had to go study with my friend. haha. i rock. i don’t care what you guys think. i guess i was rude, but i’m sick of her perkiness and her ims late at night. “oh what are you doing? what did you do tonight” or during the weekends she ims me with “are you going to any parties? call my cell if you do!” as if i’ll ever call her. hah. puhleeze. i don’t think i could ever party with her. she is too “pure” or whatever, and i could never enjoy myself with her presence. anyway, that’s my rant of the day. a lot of this has been building up since the beginning of the school year. i just can’t take it anymore.

i feel so much better getting that off my chest. haha. gnite. wish me luck on my exam. :/